"FENIN"

its 1.35 am..i cant sleep..wat should i do? keep on thinking about dat...think...think.....and think...mom...dad...can u plz sit beside me n hear wat i'm gonna say?life is so hard without both of u beside me everyday..wat im gonna say actually...its so good if i can stay wif u 24-7..but i know i have 2 face it n fulfill ur wish..give me strength mom...give me support dad.. so dat i can give dat thing to both of u...i got so many things to do...but i really dont know how to..im stuck wif dat damn thing..

pening-pening...pusing memikirkan kamu...x tau apa harus aku lakukan...dont know how to start...but i have to start..i have to face it...but howww???is there anybody can help me wif dat?
just now, pg klinik my oldest sis..n she said my blood pressure is low..damn! cmane la plak aku leh dpt penyakit tu..she said more.."lg skit rendah darah ko...careful la...bleh collapse"...i just smile..ngeh ngeh ngeh n said..."alat ko rosak kot"..bengang akak aku tu..hahaha...ikut lah...aku memg malas skit nk pk psl kesihatan diri sndiri..tp kalo org len yg sakit....aku memg xleh tgk...mesti aku paksa org tu pg klinik...bangang x aku?he....