"suka sanggaaattt"

aku sgt suka bila dpt memiliki sesuatu yg dah lama aku inginkan..

1) muahhh utk diri aku krn jumpa buku yg best tu kat POPULAR..tp x dpt beli sbb x cukup duit..waaa...slps tu aku pg lagi..nk beli...tapi.........damn!! xde stock dah akak tu kata..berani dia...

2) muuaahhh utk cousin aku sbb entry dia telah memberi info kat aku yg buku yg aku inginkan itu ada filemnya dan filemnya sgt best...

3) muuaahhh utk bro bijan sbb dah berjaya mendonlod movie yg best tu...utk pnngetahuan aku dah 3 kali tgk citer tu dr awal smpai kuar nama pelakon2 nya..

4) muuahhh utk my sis sbb tolong aku dapatkn novel yg aku inginkan tu kat mana tau....kat mesghaaa malll (sebut lam loghat ganu baru best)...

*** :) dan skrg aku tgh curi masa baca novel tu...

here it is...haih..kalo la aku pn dpt memiliki magic card tu kan bagus....naaaaaaaaakkk!!!

"wanna go away"

i was coward running away from u..everywhere i go..u caught up with me...so i think i had to come back to u..but..sometimes im afraid..i dont know which way to take..running towards u or back off...
yes..it was a midnight..once...u did make me met da same feeling again..haa...sick..i really wanna save my life from dis world..dont wanna make my heart hurt again..i said to myself..."just ignore him, then u will get better.."...but im not! everytime i cross dat roads, u just cant get out from my head...sometimes u pretend to be my angels but sometimes u can be da demon..which one u r for me?? plz answer clearly...

"thanks to all my frend dat knock on my head"

just followed ur opinion...thanks to my roomate...hard inside but its okay as long as everybody is happy...

**sigh**

wats so wrong when we do act sweet to other people...did i cross da line of friendship? if i did, then plz come and talk to me...

i think i never stray too far from da sidewalk and always learn to play on da safe side...well...sometimes..life is so hard..to smile..to catch all da butterflies and put into our life..to be nice to all people...to satisfy people...really hope dat i can go through over all dis suckkkk...

haa..its really really a diff situation today..everybody seems sooooo in a good emotion..well...i realize wat i've done is da best way to make everything clean...really huh?? hohohohoho....

its 00.29 am..im still at pgcA wif my roomate..listening to when you believe by mariah carey & whitney houston..dis song really make me believe dat i will when i believe...is it true dat there's miracle outhere?? why i never found dat?


Really hope all da miracle will fly from somewhere and absorb into me...

"berlari"

kalau berlari bole membuatkn aku mencapai stp apa yg aku inginkan sekarang...aku rela berlari walau x jejak tanah...uhhh...life is so hard...tp...kalo slalu sweet je....bosan jgk kan...apa yg pnting...( bukan kerjasama ye zai), diri kita yg harus dipenuhi dgn kekuatan..kekuatan utk melawan sifat negatif dlm diri..kekuatan utk melawan nafsu dan syaitan..kekuatan utk mbina kembali semangat yg ada sedikit kepincangan dari garisan nye..(pesanan utk diri sndriri niiiiiii....) dugaan...yes..memg hidup kita penuh dgn dugaan..selepas berpenat lelah buat sesuatu..dan tbe2 mndapat good komen...n good komen tu meminta utk aku buat balik bnda yg aku dah buat...means..separuh dr nya xleh pakai...wats da feeling? arghhh!!! tension okay........tapi..aku tau...kalo asyik tension je..tnpa tndakan apa2...utk apa komen tu dikurniakn? aku sepatutnya bersyukur krn dianugerahkan seseorg yg sudi memberi tnjuk ajar pada aku..bukan mengambil ia secara negatif..yeee..thanks friend..krn memberi kata semangat..


Mr. Frend: sabar la..
Mr. Frend: ini mmg dugaan yang kna kita hadapi..
Mr. Frend: tp ingt nad..
Mr. Frend: dugaan ini bkn bererti kita sd pts asa..
Mr. Frend: jgn..
Mr. Frend: dugaan ini bt kita lbh tekun..

( ketuk pale skit) hish...skit skit nk lemah smngat...plz la...x macho la..(aku kan nk jd macho) haha...

go go go!!! u can do it! berlari berlari berlari..tu kat dpn tu..bnyaaaaaakkk sgt bnda nk kene kejar key...

"sick of it !! "

sometimes in dis world..we really think life is unfair...but..just ask urself....did we do da best for our life...?

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wat i just wanna say here is...

i really really really really really sick of some behavior around me...im not so sure..but i really feel dat black element..

**frustrated ? yes I am!**

"penat dgn sikap sndiri ...?? btol ke...."

huuu...penat2...kerja x smooth..bgn lmbt..apa nk jd ngn aku ni..nad..wake up hari ni dah 11hb okay!!! ahhhh....data x ambik lg...nk cari tim.dekan xdop..KJ pn x dop..ada gak aku pg cari KJ lain kang..tu hensem skit...hohohohohohohohoho...bila nk writing ni..

ada x sapa2 yg leh ketuk pale aku biar aku rajin skit n bersemangat waja??
plz..plz...ketuk pale aku...


** hari ni hari isnin..esok selasa...rabu..khamis..jumaat..sabtu..ahad...pastu isnin lg..arghh!! cepatnye masa berlari..x smpat nk kejar..leh x tmbah hari lg 3 hari dlm seminggu tu...huhuhuhu...(aku x gile lg)

"damn"

hei..kamu ingat kamu bagus?
selama ni aku brlembut ngn kamu x bermakna aku lemah..
kamu ingat kamu gagah? kuat? cukup laaa....lama dah aku bersabar..tp rasanya dah smpai kemuncak kot kesabaran aku kamu uji...aku bkn jenis yg suka membocorkan rahsia dan aib org..tp kalo aku ingin membalas dendam..aku boleh sj report pada abg aku...pada kwn2 aku...pada parents kamu skali pun..kamu ingat aku x berani..no...kamu silap....

satu je aku ingin katakan pada kamu buat masa skrg...

*** GO TO HELL!!! ***